right now im soooooooooooooooo tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we had a game everyday this week except for wednesday. today we lost against aracadia. we came in 4th place. today i had my career high!!!!  n it's all thanks to coach ian!!!! i played pretty good especially since i was tired n we didn't have a bench. i was so proud of myself!!!! i blocked a couple of shots from tall people n i stole a couple of balls n i had a couple of rebounds n i had 2 fouls. it was all good!!!! right now im getting ready to go to vegas. i don't want to go!!!! dam! if i had something else to do i would'nt be going to vegas! i was supposed to go out with someone today but it didn't happen after all bcuz no one wanted to go.

well it's been 2 months so far with randie n u can say we are having problems. n all of them problems are bcuz we don't communicate enough or shit like that. if i hadn't confronted him about us not going out then up now he wouldn't be askin me to go anywhere.

that's wat i was going to post up last week but i had to go n i didn't have the chance to post it up. so now im puttin up even tho it's kinda old.

right now im bored!!!!! so i guess it's time for an update.  i kno that at the beginnin i used to write like every day but now i got other things to do. well right now like all of u kno we're on vacations. i thought that they were going to suck but they're actually pretty good so far. i thought i was goin to be locked up the whole vacations but i haven't, i've been going out with my REAL friends. on monday i went to the park with hector, jimmy, adrian, anthony, and luis. all the guys were playing football n shit n i didn't want to play so hector and me were just playin around in the basketball courts. umm... that day i got pretty mad at someone for not talkin to me n when i got home we made up. n then on tuesday!!!!!!  that was the best day ever. me and dianet had to do some christmas shoppin so we went to the mall. i had a pretty good time. like around 3 adrian got there n we just kept on shoppin. he just kept on followin us not sayin anything. n then we went to teh movies to see Flight of the Phoenix. that movie is fuckin BORING!!!!! but i had a pretty good time in there. n then on wednesday we went to the park again. hector, adrian, diana (adrian's sis), n their cousin, n me. this time we went because i wanted to learn how to play baseball since ima tryout for the softball team. hector says that im pretty good for someone that's playin for the first time. i had a lot of fun. n today i went to santana with my dad to buy a laptop for my dad's friend's daughter. n now i have to put a lot of programs n shit into it n im getting lazy!!!!!

well things with randie could be a lot lot lot better but they're not. so i don't kno. i see everybody else more than i see him. n i been seeing some things n now im confused about how i feel towards him n a certain someone else.  AUGH!!!!!!!!!! im so fuckin confused that's why im takin a break to just think about it. b4 going back to school ima have all of this figured out

well, captain stephanie is doin really good!!!!!  coach hill made me the captain along with my buddy liz. yup yup yup!!!!!! I'M CAPTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well yesterday we had the winter sports assembly i didn't go to i left 3rd period early n i didn't go to 4th. i was sooooo nervous!!!!! everyone was nervous!!! i was the third one in line. i got a couple of ballons yesterday n they all either popped or flew up!!!  but next year ima get one with MY name on it!!!  n if adrian does good n makes var imma have his!!! oh i finally found out who my "stalker" was. i already knew it but i wasn't sure n i didn't want to look like a dum ass so i took my time n i figured it out!!! hehehehehe oh well watever. g2g bye bye

augh!!! i don't kno wat the hell is wrong wit david!!! it all started with a little thing n it ended up bein a big deal!!! n somehow randie got involved in this iono how the fuck he got involved but the point is that david n him aint talkin that much now. n now david doesnt get on no more n it's just frustrating!!! i want my david back the one that used to be all cool n shit!!! i feel like calling him but then i don't want him to get in trouble or wat if he hangs up on me??!!  i'd be so fuckin pissed but auuuughhhh!!! i want to kno wat the hell is up i think im just going to stop kickin it with randie so they won't have any more of the shit that's going on!!!!! david stopped kickin it right there with his friends probably because im there n it ain't fair for him so i'm just going to go back to my friends n let david n randie n them go back to how they were  i feel like shit because im the reason david has been all "depresed" according to ppl so im just goin to back away n let them go back to how they were. i'll just see randie durin passing periods n durin 6th that way i won't mess up their friendship.

neway- right now i'm just killin time to go to school bcuz i gots 3 games today n adrian, hector, and jimmy r going to go see me play!!!  that's tight!!! hopefully i'll be a started again!!!! hehehehehe!!!!!!! but dam i have to spend the whole fuckin day over there at the school gym. from 2-7!!!! but hey i won't be by myself!!!  ima have a lil buddy over there keepin me company besides the team .

well yesterday was so fuckin cool!!!!! i spent majority of the day at the park with adrian, anthony, edwina, hector, jimmy, keke, n luis. that shit was so fuckin cool!!!! i had to walk my ass over there so i waited for hector on the corner so we can go together. when we got there luis, jimmy, and adrian were there already so as soon as we got there they started playing 21. we were playin for a while waiting for edwina to get there. after a while we started to play 4-4. i was a captain n adrian was my opponent. jimmy n adrian are pretty good at basketball. i had fun . i had a pretty good game. after a while we got tired n they started playin football n we just stayed there playing basketball. i made keke post me up n i posted her up n i scored on her n then edwina n then we got tired n then the guys started playing with me after they left. we played 2-2 against jimmy n adrian n we almost beat them if it hadn't been for hector going out. then i played jimmy 1-1 n then my mommy came n i had to leave n we gave hector a ride. n today i was at the mall the whole day with my mom. i bought some new basketball shoes they're fuckin cute!!!!! hehehehehe!!!